live journal's down...gonna update on here cause I'm bored.....
Wow, I haven't updated in this thing in what seems like forever...like my last entry said, I moved over to livejournal, only that's not my name anymore...if anyone still reads this thing...it's mezzodrama, feel free to check me out over there, when livejournal's back on.
Apparently their power went down, along with their server's back-up power, so now they're re-booting EVERYTHING! That's a big job ahead of them...
Anyway, enough about their life, let's get started on mine....what's been going on with me? Well summer came and went, it was boring as all hell, I hated being home...missed my boyfriend and things were getting difficult between us...well...we ended up breaking up in september and getting back together later in the month...oy...well things have been good since then, cept we're open...meaning we can hook-up with other people but not have sex...
This is more for him then me...I don't need this...he tells me he's scared because he doesn't want to hurt me by cheating on me, and with the open option he's less likely to stray...eh...whatever...I'm dealing with it...it was difficult at first, I felt myself emotionally breaking down, and now...I BELIEVE I'm fine with it...or atleast I think I am...
he doesn't cheat on me...it's not like we both go off and look for other people to hook up with...this is just like, say we're at a party, and we've drank too much, well...it's ok, if we kiss or whatever with someone else, just not have sex...
Well we've been together for over a year and gettin close to 4 months, he's happy, I'm happy too...I guess.
At the moment I'm mad at him...grrr...
he was supposed to let me know when he got back to jersey, and hasn't yet...and he's been back for about two days now...wtf! I think he's at his greek retreat thing...but still, simple little msg, would of been good...
I almost died yesterday too, CO came into shoprite and the store had to be evacuated...I was breathing that stuff for 6 hours...holy crap was I dizzy and tired and light-headed...it was insane madness when the firedept came too...Ambulance and fire trucks from all over were outside, along with helicopters...it was madness...I was standing outside in the cold for 2.5 hrs...ridiculousness....
oy...
well I'm done typing on this thingy....
Apparently their power went down, along with their server's back-up power, so now they're re-booting EVERYTHING! That's a big job ahead of them...
Anyway, enough about their life, let's get started on mine....what's been going on with me? Well summer came and went, it was boring as all hell, I hated being home...missed my boyfriend and things were getting difficult between us...well...we ended up breaking up in september and getting back together later in the month...oy...well things have been good since then, cept we're open...meaning we can hook-up with other people but not have sex...
This is more for him then me...I don't need this...he tells me he's scared because he doesn't want to hurt me by cheating on me, and with the open option he's less likely to stray...eh...whatever...I'm dealing with it...it was difficult at first, I felt myself emotionally breaking down, and now...I BELIEVE I'm fine with it...or atleast I think I am...
he doesn't cheat on me...it's not like we both go off and look for other people to hook up with...this is just like, say we're at a party, and we've drank too much, well...it's ok, if we kiss or whatever with someone else, just not have sex...
Well we've been together for over a year and gettin close to 4 months, he's happy, I'm happy too...I guess.
At the moment I'm mad at him...grrr...
he was supposed to let me know when he got back to jersey, and hasn't yet...and he's been back for about two days now...wtf! I think he's at his greek retreat thing...but still, simple little msg, would of been good...
I almost died yesterday too, CO came into shoprite and the store had to be evacuated...I was breathing that stuff for 6 hours...holy crap was I dizzy and tired and light-headed...it was insane madness when the firedept came too...Ambulance and fire trucks from all over were outside, along with helicopters...it was madness...I was standing outside in the cold for 2.5 hrs...ridiculousness....
oy...
well I'm done typing on this thingy....
